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It didn't sound so bad.
We all have our nightmares.

I think I'm the only one looking for them...

Spoiler!

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eh, i'll work on a collage tomorrow....

[Marceline]

I got a job, sorry! I'm responding slow because I'm supposed to be working. XD

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It didn't sound so bad.
We all have our nightmares.

I think I'm the only one looking for them...

I've definitely had times in my life where I've deliberately tried to have nightmares. I can be extremely masochistic, and nightmares are a healthier outlet for that than anything I might do in the real world. I didn't get the impression that's what you were going for, though!

The nightmares I have randomly are about 1000 times worse than anything unexpected, though. You might wind up finding Silent Hill when you stop trying.

[cuckoo77]

Have you tried taking anything to help yourself relax? I mean like melatonin, not meds. I still have nightmares, but it's a help for me when I actually do what you're supposed to do. I've always struggled with shutting my mind off enough to go to sleep, and I feel like that's part of the problem, as far as the really nasty dreams go. It sounds like that's basically the same effect you're achieving by drinking a bit before bed? It might be worth trying. I understand not wanting to mess with something that's giving you some peace, though.

Drinking a small amount helps me with that too. If I overdo it, which is pretty easy for a tiny person, it makes things a lot worse. It ups my anxiety and I get the panic attacky sort of dreams. I'm pretty good with knowing my limits these days, though.

When I first got out of rehab and back into the real world I was recommended melatonin. I used it for a year or two.

Probably still have some....way past it's expiry date I'll bet. Probably do more damage than good now.

The drinking thing is probably not the smartest idea but it works for now.....in the long run, I know I should probably find a better way to deal with it.

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We all have our nightmares.

I think I'm the only one looking for them...

I don't know what type of nightmares you're looking for.

If they were zombie, monster type nightmares then I'd definitely love to those.

Mine weren't like that.

More like reliving shit and usually wake up crying and funny shit like that.

Takes days to shake them off.

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I don't like talking about this.



Back laters. Modern Family is on.

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There's always a solution.
Solutception?

You must dream deeper~


I finally found everything I wanted for a Complete soundtrack compilation now................... hew:
Now to try tackle trailer music for Trick R Treat tomorrow and then try finish of a complete soundtrack for Natural Born Killers.

[Marceline]

Melatonin is really cheap here! Cheaper than booze. If it's not cheap in your part of the world I will totally buy some and send it your way. Even with shipping it wouldn't cost much.

It makes perfect sense that you wouldn't want to change something that's fixing the problem. Making any sort of transition is probably going to be pretty awful for a little while and when you don't have a big reason to make a change now it can't be all that tempting to go through that. The problem with using alcohol, aside from any obvious health reasons, is that regular drinking will cause your body to produce more lactic acid, and that'll make you a lot more likely to have nightmares when you don't take it. You're not drinking a lot, so it's probably not a huge issue, but if you've had bad nightmares or anxiety on the nights you've skipped drinking then that's probably a sign it's a problem for you. Aside from the melatonin, you could try cognitive behavior therapy too. That's a huge success for a lot of the residents I've worked with, though it's something I've completely failed at applying to my own life.

I'm sorry if I'm being obnoxious, this is just the nurse in me coming out.

Additional apologies for making you talk about uncomfortable subjects. Subject is officially dropped from here on out. I didn't see your post till after I replied.

[cuckoo77]

a complete soundtrack for Natural Born Killers.

Crikey. That's a project and a half.
I'd like to hear that when you're done.

There's a few songs on that OST if I recall I wanted clean versions of without all the dialogue.

Melatonin is really cheap here! Cheaper than booze. If it's not cheap in your part of the world I will totally buy some and send it your way. Even with shipping it wouldn't cost much.


I'm sorry if I'm being obnoxious, this is just the nurse in me coming out.

I don't know how much it is now.

I don't remember much from those days to be honest.

I didn't have to pay for any of it. Was taken off the streets and paid for my parents....after I got out of rehab they took me in for a year. Lived in the shed in the backyard. Didn't want an addict in their house.

It was like a weird dream that I slowly woke up from.

Additional apologies for making you talk about uncomfortable subjects. Subject is officially dropped from here on out. I didn't see your post till after I replied.

No need to apologize.

It's an interesting subject. I'm just uncomfortable talking about personal stuff.

The subject itself is quite fascinating to hear from your nurse point of view. Had no idea about the lactic acid causing nightmares. Oh oh.

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New Silent Hill movie?

Hair isn't the right color and neither is the fetus. NERD RAGE GRAH GRAH GRAH

















not really.

[cuckoo77]

I think that's from one of those "Exorcism" movies or something.

Forget which one.

[impudent urinal]

Just made myself sound like a real piece of work, didn't I?

Feck.

It's not as bad as it sounds.

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Reminds me of the time I freaked out some college kids. I was walking home wearing a huge black jacket. It apparently looked like I transported there when I stepped out of the dark into the streetlight. It probably didnt help i was playing with my knife as a distraction. I only keep it around for opening stuff and cleaning my nails. It's not even sharp. They ran off with a yelp.

When I first got out of rehab and back into the real world I was recommended melatonin. I used it for a year or two.

Probably still have some....way past it's expiry date I'll bet. Probably do more damage than good now.

The drinking thing is probably not the smartest idea but it works for now.....in the long run, I know I should probably find a better way to deal with it.

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I don't know what type of nightmares you're looking for.

If they were zombie, monster type nightmares then I'd definitely love to those.

Mine weren't like that.

More like reliving shit and usually wake up crying and funny shit like that.

Takes days to shake them off.

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I don't like talking about this.

Chill out massage.
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I'm sorry if I'm being obnoxious

[Marceline]

Got the first Nut Ink post up! Doc told me to get rid of the test post when I did it, but I can't! I can edit, but not delete. It'll be fixed soon though, so no big deal.

Man, I haven't heard anything on the new Silent Hill movie in ages, wonder what's going on with that.

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Gif is from The Haunting in Connecticut.

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I wonder what the hell is going on with the franchise in general. Should have played both games by now.

Almost went and got my money back out of spite.

[Marceline]

I wish they just wouldn't announce stuff like that until it was almost done. Delays make it much less satisfying than it would be otherwise.

[cuckoo77]

Chill out massage.
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"Chill Out" Massage from IU is kinda weird.

It's like he's helping me.....take a load off.

Got the first Nut Ink post up! Doc told me to get rid of the test post when I did it, but I can't! I can edit, but not delete. It'll be fixed soon though, so no big deal.

I thought we gave you Super Admin Powers on that.

No? Woops....Doc will have to fix that when he wakes up.

I all ready removed my name from The Ink and The Load so I can't do anything.

....I forgot to remove my e-mail address from the notifications though, so I'm still getting those.

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I love the passage you quoted.

[Marceline]

I skimmed through some scenes I liked looking for something, and it jumped right out at me. It was way too perfect not too use.

I'm glad you made that comment and gave me the idea to do that, I really like how it turned out and how it looks with the format.

I want to do a whole bunch of Hammett reviews! Going to try and get a variety of content up first, though.

[cuckoo77]

I noticed your font is different from the "test" post that Doc made.

Did you change your font or did Doc?

I don't know how it looks on your screen but it looks really neat from mine.

A little faded...like it's aged. Cool look.

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Tom, I emailed you some Pirates covers to take a look at on your gmail.

[Marceline]

I didn't mess with it at all. Just wrote straight into Blogger. Doc must be responsible for it. I really like it too.

[Goren]

If anybody is interested on Deus Ex Human Revalation now is the time, I think this is a very good deal.

Spoiler!

[impudent urinal]

"Chill Out" Massage from IU is kinda weird.

It's like he's helping me.....take a load off.

A good massage should do that. Now strip mofo!
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I thought we gave you Super Admin Powers on that.

No? Woops....Doc will have to fix that when he wakes up.

I all ready removed my name from The Ink and The Load so I can't do anything.

....I forgot to remove my e-mail address from the notifications though, so I'm still getting those.

Not all the nuts are linked on each other. I can't even find this "ink" you speak of.
Not drunk

[cuckoo77]

A good massage should do that. Now strip mofo!

Not all the nuts are linked on each other. I can't even find this "ink" you speak of.
Not drunk

I don't think we've linked it yet.

We were waiting for a post to link it to any of the others.

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Doc or I will start linking it once we can delete the "test post".

[impudent urinal]

I don't think we've linked it yet.

We were waiting for a post to link it to any of the others.

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Doc or I will start linking it once we can delete the "test post".

All's Cool Kitties

[Tom Toonami Tunes]

Beating TK'll be an easy feat, thankfully.

His hoighty toighty, granola, aescetic, judgemental ass wants nothing to do with us.

You want to get rid of your worldly possessions? Should have gotten rid of his computer before he went around giving other people shit about it. Seriously, what a fuck face.

Kinda hard to sell stuff with no computer.

[Neg]

He sold them at a flea market, iirc.

[Tom Toonami Tunes]

i'm way down on page 4

I'm sure you'll work your way up. I'm on page 2 but if I bump a handful of guys it's bottom of page one for me!

[Marceline]

He gave most of his stuff away, I think. I know he gave stuff to his siblings and he sent me two huge deals of comics. He still uses his phone and computer.

[Neg]

Drives me nuts.

Yeah, I typed a bunch of stuff and deleted it XD

He just drives me fucking nuts.